I'm way over it before you did.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

On the 8th of September, I went on a trip to Sentosa with my cousins. We first set off to ikea for lunch and I had spaghetti. We then took a cab to Sentosa and when we alight, we walked about to look for 7-eleven so as to buy myself something to eat in case we got hungry. While looking for 7-eleven, we passed by a car park. Something caught my sight. There was a sign just outside the car park, " Beware of peacocks attacking cars, park at your own risk". I felt this sign kind of interesting and I laughed at it. We then took a tram to palawan beach after purchasing our items. On the way, we passed by a animal viewing thing and i saw two birds hanging in a cage upside down just like a bat. I found it amusing. We also passed by koufu, the food court along the road. We alighted shortly and found a place to set our beach mat. We changed and went into the water for a game of frisbee and volley. There were three guys, sort of gangsters, who borrowed our game items alternately. Not long, they asked if we would like to play with them the games and we said "anything". We played frisbee first and later, we played volley, it was fun. After that, they left and we cousins started to play together again, enjoying ourselves. I had a tan too. We had our dinner at the East Coast Park and it was raining. It was a fun day anyway and i enjoyed it.

| a simple day. 8:37 PM
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Things have changed ever since I came back from Thailand. I've changed and so are things around me. I broke up with my stead a few weeks ago just after i came back from Thailand. I guess that was something everyone predicted especially his friends. I was the one who requested on breaking up and he said ok. He did not try to stop me or anything and I thought yeah, it's over. From then on, I told myself to forget about him and move on. After the trip, I feel that I have a very huge responsibility and I must do everything I can to fufil these responsibilities. I felt more happier and more positive towards things. Things are still the same and nothing changed, I'm still positive. However, something troubling has popped up. My ex, he smsed me. He said things like, I still love you and I miss you. He did not mention anything about patching back and just keeps saying. It's like hinting to me that wants a patch back. I find it absurd, he did not stop me before and wants me back now. I told him to give me some time to think about it and i gave him my answer today. I considered on giving him a chance for I do not want him to make use of other girls ust to forget about me like what he said. I asked my friends for what I really should do and I told him to just forget about it with factors that are true. I told him what I really needed was not someone who acts like a gangster and all. I suppose he really gets it now. I hope he really does because I do not wish to let him have a chance to hurt other girls like he did to me before.

| a simple day. 3:33 PM
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